Dear Reader week just passed has been a strange week. After so much time traveling back to my colleague, with all the difficulties and sometimes hassle of case, because then what happened the week before. Then move the bag around in the morning, maybe when it's raining outside is not pleasant. Travel always talking and then just work .... I do not know. Adds that no I was just in a good mood this week, perhaps for the time, perhaps because many friends have caught the flu, or because their children have been hurt ... we say that the past week has been very stingy with overwhelming good news.
For completeness, I must say that this was the week of delivery of the report card mid-year.
In this post, dear reader, you will not find the usual list of adventures and anecdotes, more or less surreal, and not because there have been more but because I want to focus on certain states of mind that left me a lot 'of bitter taste in my mouth.
The first mood is pettiness. I heard some sad vicissitudes of people who are nice to me. And I would have liked to accuse their sentences were spoken when others in that situation, only a vulgar taste of revenge. Here, I found these thoughts and do not like it. But it is not the only thing.
I struggled even to pay my co-worker. I do not know, many of the things that made me irritated, even though almost all were for my own good. I felt like a child again. I felt very childish at times. I wanted to scream, kick the air, break everything. And so it was snowing outside and it was not only snow but also to accumulate work.
The air in the office then was not the best. After the scene on Friday, deputy head of all I think we did an examination of conscience, but there are some gestures are difficult to repair.
I found myself one morning to write an e-mail to the president of my company. The President asks all help to improve the company with ideas, suggestions and participation. And I put down my opinions, but the mail a couple of years ago I would not hesitate to send hours is there in the Documents folder of the PC business to settle. An act mature to be objective, just made me feel a bit 'unnatural. Add us
dear reader, a social animal like me, left alone tends to reflect, perhaps in the wrong way on many things. On what he left behind, on the errors made, as to why certain things, about the sacrifices made and to be done.
And in the end the carnival brings you to think that everyone wears a mask, we say lies or half truths just because that's what we asked the company to survive. We unlike lions and antelopes in the morning we should not "run" but wear and play our part. Perhaps it is true that if you lucky you are agents of their own life and not just extras, too bad the script is in the hands of others.
For the curiosity of some of you the report card was good, too bad to me what it is like slipping on the tears of the sky on the canvas umbrella.
And in the end what is left. It remains the desire to see the spring come, hoping that the horoscope to tell you well, hold on to you and those close to you, take off your shoes and tie and know that life is not only work but that there 'is more and more continue to search for that.
Perhaps it is true that it can not rain forever!
... chasing the sun ...
0 comments:
Post a Comment